Uhmm.. WELL, this is my.. first one.. And I felt lame not having one?

And uhm anyway.. .-.; I needed to vent, and I didn't want to bother anyone with my problems..

But anyway, I feel so freakin' tired today.. I had so close to twelve hours of sleep, 11-10, but I feel like I haven't slept in days, You know that feeling? Yeah. It sucks. I don't know if it's 'cause I overslept, or if it's 'cause of my dream. Because, I haven't had the 'over slept' tired problem lately-- for the past few months. And, I guess it was my dream, because it's one of those types where you scream and yell, but nothing comes out? It.. in a way was like that, for me, and I hate those dreams.

But, Uhm, In my dream I was still living with my mom and step dad, and things had gotten a lot worse than they were before I left. My mom knew of everything that had happened between me and my step dad, and she just, didn't care anymore. She let it happen, even right in front of her. And the things between me and my step dad got worse (Which, made me SICK when I woke up) And then I had to deal with them, in my dream, telling me how worthless I was, and ugly, and telling me that I had to lose tons of weight, and forced me to be sick.

I had to put up with physical abuse from my step dad( Not going into detail ) Along with both of the other types.

I had tried to call my dad in my dream, and they disconnected the phone on me. So I ended up trying to run away, but I got lost, and it got dark. Of course, leading to getting scared. and I heard someone calling my name, and woke up. =/ My little brother had been callin' me telling me to wake up, and bam. Perfect timing. I woke up crying, and feeling so sick..

So my day had a PERFECT start. ._.'